jeudi 30 avril

I thought seen as how I have an hour to kill, and that the thought of finishing off assignments doesn't really appeal to me when I have a headache I thought I might as well jot down some of my silly, wondering thoughts.
Last night I found out that Megan’s best friend Sonia passed away. For some reason it’s really gotten to me. I guess the main reasons it has is because how many people I now know that have passed away because of cancer. Its like finding out you have cancer is a death sentence! It just seems unfair. Especially seen as how theyre able to find different ways to build bigger skyscrapers, new ways of enhancing life but cannot find the cure for cancer! It just seems so stupid!
Last night when I went to bed the faces of Robbo, Tamara, Julie and Sonia kept running through my head. It seriously felt like I was going crazy. And then my dreams were so terrifying… the dreams were mainly of ghosts and scary faces… so basically I feel dead today because i got little sleep and the sleep I got was fair crap!! 
Im really looking forward to tonight where I can just crash in front of the T.V with dave and not have to think about anything!! Probably see us falling asleep early as usual though. But it doesn't matter cause we should be spending tomorrow together :D
Looking up I see a poster saying “what good is faith?” ironic don't you think? Right now I really don't know if I faith in life… I know that seems really emo or whatever, but its true. Its hard to stay positive day after day when things like this happen to good people!
My attention span is about 5 mins right now… grr
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired!