late entry

i wrote this yesterday havent gotten around to posting it:

Im sitting alone at uni… again, and my mind is whirling as usual. I kind of wonder if a person was left to their own thoughts for so long would they go crazy? Cause Im sure im almost there. Lately all ive done is think. Think about my life, people in it, why I act the way I do, why they act the way they do… its never ending. Every situation I am presented with its like I analyse it. Usually I analyse it the wrong way but im still constantly thinking of it.
I know that I can be so much more organized then I am lately, I just wish the motivation behind it was there. I wish I could wake up in the morning and go “ok, I am ready for this day” instead I have this sinking feeling that im going to forget almost everything, and my stomach through the whole day is turning with worry because of it. The only thing I think about is my bed.
I think ive become “depressed” again, and I gotta wonder whether chronic depression can last for years… because if so… they got it right with me!