meh

ok im sitting in a cafe at uni (surprise surprise) after having something to eat and drink im feeling a lot better then i was say half hour ago. im really loving being at uni, i love the environment and the subjects are really interesting, but so far sociology is the only subject im finding hard to sit through. my teacher is so boring to listen to.
my history tutor reminds me of the bat in anatasia which makes me laugh, my philosophy tutor reminds me of a friend Mitch, he acts and talks exactly like him! my french teachers dont remind me of anyone theyre so unique, and my philosophy lecturer is so cool. i love that lecture just cause he makes things seem so simple when he talks.
the only problem im having with everything is juggling work and uni. its only been like 2 weeks and already im feeling overloaded. i know its my own fault. i need work to make money (Der) and university has been like my dream for so long, i dont wanna give it up.so juggling is going to be the necessity for the next ...3 years. sigh.
work is going better then it was, i have a routine down pat now. especially now that im on so many opens. im getting a lot quicker with putting everything away, which i think ashley is grateful for. though in a way i dont really mind what ashley thinks when it comes to me working. lol.
i should really be doing my homework now, but i have like 3 hours to go so i think i can afford to ramble on this for a short time.
one issue i really need to address (haha so formal!) is the fact i can now just pull my work pants straight off without undoing them... slightly worrying. im thinking a few new pairs of pants are in order for work. they were frustrating me so much walking to class and i couldnt change them to like 3 classes later...i dont mind losing weight and getting fit and all, but its just annoying that i cant keep at the same weight. cause the changing in weight means new clothes= more money!
ok so this blog thing started out as a kind of intellectual kind of blog, now has really turned into my rambling...
in philosophy today it was on how in extreme situations usuing ethical morals etc, and i really think thats a load of bull. in a situation (extreme or not) you use your intiatives and rely on your own morals in order to acess the right option to take. like the example of being in war, you want to survive it isnt about whether you should do this cause this ethical theory says you should. you do what you have to get out of there, and get the most people out alive.
thats my view anyway.
enough rambling time for homework!